The Unique



D/Ut Huong/Compose/Linh tinh_ Những dòng nhắn nhủ quả là có sức vực dậy niềm tin một cách mạnh mẽ! Có hai câu chuyện...

A: sorry i didnt have anything for u when i left

H: yes, U had. I received that - Your eye sight!

A: i still feel bad that i dont have anything more for you

H: Vietnammese doesnt always look in the eyes but when I talked with U, I can see your emotion in the eyes

A: thanks.. i must say that you have nice eyes, very expressive. I realised that you only really looked me in the eye at the airport. Now i understand why. I regret that we did not have much time together

H: I regret that I didnt have chance to say to U that U're always a special one in my eyes from the first time I met U. Some time, at the airport, I couldnt look right in your eyes

A: if only i could still stay in Vietnam. I was really sad to go home. Even though this is where my family and other friends are, also, i wish i had more time to know you better. I hope that even though we are very far away we can still get to know each other better

A: actually i noticed you more because you were so cold. I believe you are very strong in character. I wish i could have done more for you

H: U know, I think I had received from U so much. I know that night U were so tired. Sometimes I thought U really wanted to go out but U still sat there

A: I cant bear to leave you in there alone. I was afraid you might faint as i thought you were very tired also

H: I think U knew that..... all the time we were together, U were the one I noticed most because I found smthing different in you. I think maybe U had had a long time. Maybe U've changed so much, after some events

A: its amazing how well u can read me despite spending so little time with me. Do u mind if i ask u a personal qn? Have u had a boyfriend? Actually i do have a girlfriend even b4 i went to vietnam and met u. I dunno if u know that. But, when i was there somehow, i noticed u.

I know its wrong, even bad to do so but i cant help myself. And when i see the way u were, the nite i was with u, i just couldnt bring myself to leave your side, i wanted very much to put my arms ard u and tell u everything is okie. But maybe because we didnt have a chance to talk much. I didnt wan to ask u so many qns. I also didnt know if u have a lover at that time in your team. And the nite we had dinner near the lake I was trying to look at you but because u were looking away. I didnt manage to really look at you in the eyes and talk much to you.

Last nite, i actually dreamt of vietnam again, and this time u were in my dream. Maybe.. if i no longer have a lover, who knows. At the very least i can see your smile and yur eyes even if i never get to put my arms ard u, or kiss u. I wish i could tell u something else

Now i think u understand why i said i wish i can stay in Vietnam. Even though i cant say i love u right now, i can say that i really miss u

A: u are really very romantic, much more romantic den some girls i know

H: actually I am very practical. Romance is just a small part of me. If we are close for long time, you will get shock.

A: distance does not mean a thing if we dont let it affect us. Msn doesnt allow me to say anything. Doing a lot of other things can also be counted as a waste of time

H: because you yourself does not do. And it's a waste of time as I have been trusted in smth unreal. Time passing by let me know what it is

A: it is not unreal. I do wish i can unshackle everything and give back to you all that you've given. And whatever u've done, is not forgotten nor taken for granted

H: there was a time, long time... ago i believed in a frdship. A frdship i respect and nothing compare. And i still keep all best things in mind

A: do u know that until now part of me wishes i never had to come back?. Unfortunately, just as i have made a promise to you, i have made other promises to other people as well

H: and i do know that sometimes you browse my name

A: i do!

H: and all other times you forget it

A: i'll make you miss me more if i can only talk to you a little

I seldom talk to you because sometimes i do not want to affect you. And yet i'm selfish in that i also do not want to lose you. Its hard for me to say something. I wont forget you and i do not want you to think that it is a waste of time

A: i missed you!

Tell the differences...

D: Can i ask u a question. Are u open to Christianity if one day God touches yr heart, will you be willing to convert?

H: there's smth so difficult to explain, but i believe in fact (in what i see, i know, i understand)

D: actually why i asked u is because i like u and i think its quite obvious...

H: ... are you... sure?

D: yes i'm sure... as in a good impression of someone who i can forsee as a partnerr but i just feel i should tell you we can still be friends its perfectly fine

H: so... what is the link? Open to Christianity, God touched the heart, faith... and u like me, and impression, and forsee, and partner?

D: minh has agreed to let me sing a song, was going to surprise u actuali b'coz that day u were angry at me, so i msg minh then he suggested wad i should do. You are not suppose to know

(After a story told by H)

D: are u the girl?

H: What will you do if you are the girl's boyfrd? (hehe, hard question)

D: i will tell her i forgive her if she makes the right choice from now onwards. Although the incident does hurt me but if she's willing to change then she deserves a 2nd chance

H: so... what 's her fault? Is it her fault when she is loved by a man whom she doesnt love?

D: nonono but the impression i got just now was that she does like him as well. Anyway why did the man love her in the first place? Because she's been leading him on! when she noes he already has a wife

H: after all that you said, i think it will be better if the girl doesnt love you, and maybe she will find out someone who can understand her much more

D: then i think the girl dosen understand me as well. If the girl thinks all we've been through is just nothing then of course. And the girl just made me so incredibly sad right now

H: and... Maybe they should stop, right?

D: no?

D: because i still love the girl even if she thinks i dun understand her b'coz she brought me so much happiness, b'coz..she held my hand in the cinema, b'coz...when she felt upset, i didn't feel good at all insideme and decided to sing for her, b'coz i am willing to forgive her and i dreamt of her mani times. And b'coz...... i still treasure the memories, as proof by the rose i still have. I love her because i love her, b'coz her name is H.

H: Have you ever thought you will get much more sad if you love her? How can you trust her?

D: i can trust her. No matter what different personality she has, as long as i know that she really trusts me and likes me, its ok differences can be understand sooner or later

H: actually... she seems not to trust in anyone

D: i'll let her know that she can trust me. Love has to be 2 ways but i really really really, sincerely hope that is not what she does mean.

I dont know if you guys were honest or not. But I do really hope you will be a good man of a lucky girl...